9.13.2003

Return to rugby..fall season commences
Our first match was today - that was fun, 30 soaking girls beating the crap out of each other on a muddy field..would've been a lot more fun if we wouldn't have sucked, but c'est la vie, n'est pas? Now I'm a bruiser just like the Jmo, 'cept hers are gone b/c she hasn't been hanging around her brother a lot recently. So..girlios..I met the cutest freshman (haha, cradle-robber, I know) Wednesday...and she (J) was totally checkin' me out, so..yeah. We'll see how that goes, I don't want to jump into anything after my last fiasco. Actually, I'm kind of relationship-wary after all the psychological crap from EazyE, I care about him but damn, I am not responsible for his life or anything that happens in it unrelated to me, it's not like how I was doing ever mattered to him. Anyways, J seems to be a little butcher than me, but not anything like E..but I'm still worried, I want to avoid anything boi-related in the future..learn from my mistakes 'n all. She seems really nice though, and happy, not all "pissed at the world constantly and going to take it out on my gf"-esque - b/c that I am NOT doing again, ever, that sucked sweaty-fat-grandpa ass. I think she's athletic too, she looks the part anyhow. But whatever. I'll hang out with her more before deciding if it's a go or not, she can't be dumb or psychotic or it won't work..well, maybe psychotic, it seems that's my preference, lol..but not dumb, ugh, not smart-but-dumb like E either, that was stupid and annoying. Okay, enough of a rant, I need to gastar some dinero ahorita.

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